Solitary Contemplation
(c) Lea Bernardino
Missing the cool breeze of Japan <3
Nung nag-12, nagdedevotion ako. Haha. Syempre, gusto ko si Lord una kong kausap pag nag-17 akoo. :))
So mga 12 something, nag-online na ule akoo. Ayun, grabe si Lei. Nakakapanghina. Ahuhuh. At talagang di nya pinayagan yung iba na unahan syang magpost. Kaya mahal na mahal ko yan eh. HAHAHAH.
Yung iba nagsipagtext na rin agad, birthday greetings everywhere. Haha. Kaso may dalawang taong pa-ewan eh. Haha. Makakasakit talaga dapat ako eh.
Mga 3:30, nahiga na ko. Yes. Hanggang 6am nakahiga lang ako. Tapos bumangon na rin kasi pupunta pa kaming Antipolo. Ajujuj.
Mga 9 na kami nakarating, tapos after nung mass, lunch. Mga 12, balik Manila na agad. Sa Katipunan na ko dumiretso, then si Nanay, umuwi na. Punta pa kasing UP. Haha
Mga 1 nasa UP na ko. Pero wala pa si Lei. </3 Nagtext sya na nasa bandang Circle na raw sya. Pero after 20 mins, wala pa rin. E di ayun, masid-amsid lang sa Sunken Garden. May couple pa nga na ang sweet sweet dun sa UP na sign eh. :D
Mga 5mins pa ata, tapos ayun, dumating na rin si Leiny. At ang dahilan ng pagkalate nya, yung cupcakes. Hahaha. Dumaan pa raw kasi sya ng CASAA para “maayos” sana yun.
Before…
After…
Tapos nagtext si Matt kay Lei, may balak pa palang magpakita yung taong yun. Meh~ Hahah. Mejj wait lang daw kasi nagpupuno pa yung jeep. Anerr?
Tapos nung nakita na namin si Matt na papunta sa amin, kinuha na namin lahat ng gamit dun sa upuan, sabay takbo. HAHAHAHA Naghabulan lang naman po kami sa Acad Oval. Itsura naman namin nun. HAHAHA.
Then nung nahabol na kami ni Matt, kastress! Binati nya na ko ng sapilitan. Shizz. Di ko alam problema nitong taong ‘to. Ajujuj. Then diretso sa CASAA. Dun namin kinain yung cupcakes ni Lei, tapos yung chocolate cake ni Matt, din na namin nagalaw. Wala. Kwentuhan lang. Asaran. Tawanan. Yun naman lagi pag magkakasama kaming tatlo eh. Hahaha. Yiee. :))
Then Toki, kasi may class na si Matt. </3 Then sa gym na kami bumaba ni Lei. Uwi na rin. :D
Dumaan ako ng SMF, wala eh. Haha. Tumbling sa booksale. May nabili na namang libro. Ajujuj. Then home.
Umulan ng malakas. Lalo pang lumakas. Yung mga pupunta nag bahay din a nagsipunta kasi nga umulan. Gabi na pero wala pa rin. Malakas pa rin. Nakakaiyak lang. Hahah. Pero kahit na ganun, may pumunta pa rin. Ahuhuh. Inaasar na nga ako nila Tatay eh. Eh kasi, nakakaiyak naman talaga yung ganun. Mga 15 ata sila na pinapunta ko, then apat lang yung nakarating. See? See? See? Sila Jerese, Ces, Ricky and Roda. Haha. Still though, okay na ko dun.
Nahiya naman yung low quality na picture. Hahaha. Produkto ng webcam. Sorry naman. :))
Pag-uwi nila, online na lang. Hahah. Si Cjay. Grabe. Masasaktan ko ‘tong taong ‘to. Haha. Kaya pala ayaw bumati kasi kung hindi daw sya yung una, sya na lang daw yung huli. Ang sweet lang powsx nila. Dibeyy? Dami tologong nagmamahal sa’kin! HAHAH
Pero si Matt talaga eh. Ajujuj. Wala man lang matinong/nakakaiyak na greeting. Ajujuj. *tumbling* :)))
Salamat sa inyoongg lahaaat! Hahaha. And syempre, Thank You Lord sa lahat ng blessings. Labyooow friendsss! :))
Ang birthday ni Jeriesa *bow* Buti naman di ka nagkadiabetes sa sweetness ng friends mo teh? Hihihihi. Labyuuu! ♥
Hi Je! Pinapapost nga pala ni “Manong” Cjay. HAHAHAHA. Happy birthday, baby girl! Ayiiieee! Daming nagmamahal sa kanya oh! :”> ♥
Happy birthday, Je! I lalalalove you, baby girl! I hope you enjoyed your day. Hihihihi ♥
Dear Maria Jeriesa Osorio,
HAHAHAHAHA. Complete name. Nakakaloka! Anyway, totohanan na. HELLO BABY GUUUUURRRLLLL! Konti nalang at hindi ka na “baby” Ayiiieeee! Dalaga na siya oh! 17! Woo!
HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAYYYYYY, JE!
Grabe. Halos isang taon na since the first time na naging super friends tayo. Oh freshie days. Huhuhu. Di na tayo freshie. Pero ayos lang yan. Mukha parin naman tayong freshies HAHAHAHAHAHA.
First of all, love na love kita, ateng! Wag mong kakalimutan yan! Alam kong minsan “busy busyhan” ako pero joke lang yun. Siyempre never busy ako for you Charot!
My freshie year at UP would surely be incomplete kung hindi kita nakilala. As in! Kung baga parang ikaw yung “sister that I never had” ko. If I was given a chance na i-rewind lahat ng moments natin together, aba, “I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE! Of course! Yun ata ang best moments ng aking freshie life sa UP! Yung bibisita ka sa condo. Yung mga patagong “alam-mo-na”. Yung “pinto”. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Unforgettable talaga yung gabi slash araw na yun.) Yung kembot patungong Katips before the Math 17 LE1 =)) At siyempre kahit anong moment pa yan, basta kasama ka, siguradong masaya!
Ipapaalala ko nga pala.. Nandito lang ako parati. Minsan kasi nakakalimutan mo na ako… Joke. Hahaha. Ang drama. Joke lang yan siyempre. Tayong dalawa? Nagkakalimutan? Asa-ness! :)) Susme. Nakatatak ata tayo sa puso at isipan ng bawat isa CHEESEH! =))))) Hahaha. Nakakaasar. Namimiss na kita, baby girl! See you when I see you ha!
Sana maging super saya ka today. DUH. Birthday mo eh. Di pwede ang malungkot. Pag malungkot, pangit. HAHAHAHA. Dapat suot mo ngayon ang iyong ngiting tagumpay! :)) At may wish ako.. hindi lang para sayo. Para sating dalawa.. Sana tumangkad na tayo HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Anyway, ayun na muna. I lalalalalalove you so much, baby girrrrrl! Miss na miss na talaga kita HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAYYYY! >:D<
That Cable Car Ride
So this is us showcasing our “natatakot-kami-because-we-are-a-hundred-feet-from-the-ground” faces while we were at the cable car at Tagaytay Highlands. Mehehehe.
I SERIOUSLY HAVE THE BEST SISTERS EVER ♥
Photobombing Nemo
I visited my childhood friend, Nemo, a few weeks ago and we had this photo taken among the corals. I’m not quite sure who’s photobombing who. HAHAHAHA. ♥
P.S. Tingnan niyo yung isang fin! Parang si Nemo talaga :’)
Dream Guy Turned Reality
Hey there, Ignatius! You have no idea how happy I am to have you. Just look at that stapled goofy smile on my face whenever I’m with you. I needn’t ask for anything more.
When I first met you during our sixth grade at a journalism convention (CMLI) in Baguio City, I never thought that we would end up being this close. Heck. I never thought that you would ever like me, even more so for you to love me. I was a pretty much unattractive kid back then. Alam mo yan. Haha. Pero ewan ko sayo. Sabi mo nagkagusto ka parin sakin in spite of that eh. Hahaha. (kailangan mo na talaga magpacheckup ng mata)
During the years of my existence wherein I was already aware of liking guys and all that stuff, ang parati kong hinahanap is someone na katulad ko, someone pretty much similar to who and how I am. But life just doesn’t work that way. Haha. Sabi nga nila “Life is what happens when you’re busy planning something else”. So here I am head over heels in love with the guy that I met when we were just in elementary school. A guy that is absolutely different from me. We’re quite like opposites. Sobra. Though through the great amount of time that we have spent together, our being opposites soon balanced out. Instead of our differences clashing, they end up complementing one another. It’s just plain perfect ♥
We’ve been through so much together already. Ups, downs, more ups, and more downs. As I look back at everything that happened, I can’t believe that I’ve actually been through all that! Feeling ko parang nanaginip lang ako, but then I have to remind myself that it wasn’t a dream at nangyari nga talaga ang lahat ng yun. And as a result, here I am, the happiest that I have ever been. I honestly feel like the luckiest girl. Kaya kahit medyo mahirap ang napagdaanan, it doesn’t matter. It was hella worth it! And all this happiness, I owe to a lot of people and a big part of it, I owe to Ige. Ige, I want to thank you so much, but I fear that words can’t accurately express how thankful I am to have you. Baka nagsasawa ka na sa aking “thank yous” but still.. thank you thank you thank yooouuuu! :’)
This post isn’t enough to express how happy I am. *sigh* It’s all too jumbled up and incomplete. I just can’t organize my thoughts properly anymore and I’m afraid that if I add any more, this post would be a tad too lengthy and would just be much much more jumbled. Huhu.
And to end this post… Ignatius Dominic Cristobal Ortega (oo, dapat full name. hahaha), once again, thank you for everything. I will always be here for you no matter what. Wag mong kakalimutan yan! At walang iwanan ha? Wala nang ibang pwedeng Suka si Toyo. Magwawala si Lady pag iniwan siya ni Eagle. Tabs can never find another Yats. Leneh will never be complete without Shoess. And there can never be another person that I can be ‘5ever’ ‘maalat’ with.
Thank you talaga for everything! Whatever happens, I’ll never leave you again, love. If I do, sapakin mo ko please. Haha. I seriously won’t find anyone like you who will be as perfect as you are for me kahit na baligatarin ko pa ang mundo. I love you! ♥ “Ikaw bahala”. Hahahaha :*
Nope. Haven’t tried yet and not planning to. Hindi ako comfortable with ‘modifying’ anything sa face or katawan ko eh. Haha. The closest that I do na siguro is cut my hair. That’s it.
And thank you so much, dear. :’) Hindi lahat sinasabi yan. Most of them say na ipa-thread ko nga daw. Finally someone who understands me! Haha ♥
“Every man carries with him through life a mirror, as unique and impossible to get rid of as his shadow.”
- W.H. Auden
My current Twitter header photo. My sister captured these while I was unaware at ang saya ko kasi matino itsura ko First time! BWAHAHA YAY! At masyado akong natutuwa sa ‘flip and combine’. K. Wolo lungsss.





